Easter 2010 :)

I am so thankful for Easter. I know that Jesus Christ died for my sins and took my place on the Cross :)

On friday i went to my Grandma Sheets and i spent the weeked with them :) I was with my little 9 year old cousin and she made the time go by SOOO fast. She showed me the animals like 50 times it seems like but we had fun. She made a *Omelette* out of Twigs, pine-needls, a big piece of bark for the base. She "put" tomatoes, onions, eggs, bacon, and some other stuff on it. She's got a BIG imagination. We went to walmart Friday night and she took me to the toys and she showed me ALL the toys she had. I learned that her favorite color is PURPLE and BLUE and that she HATES the color PINK. Emily is a mess. but she made the time go by sooo fast. She loves to eat Pizza and Ice-Cream. i mean what kid doesnt lol.
On Saturday She took me back down to see the animals (2 donkeys, 2 bulls, and 1 goat.). We dyed a dozen eggs for her and her sister Brooklyn, Brook for short or Big-B as emily cause her. After we dyed eggs we watched some cartoon on TV i want to say Bob the Builder but im not to sure. But after the Cartoon went off we hid som Plastic eggs that she had over from last year. I hid them first and then she hid them. Seein her face when she fount the eggs were priceless. Its like a baby tastin a sucker for the first time. Then at about 6pm we kicked and threw the ball to each other. it was awesome. We watched White Fang (It was my first time seeing the movie and it was awesome i loved it :] )We also sung songs to see if each other knew what it was. She was surpised when she fount out i know who Elvis was lol. WOW i thought but it was awesome spending the weekend with her.
On Sunday. We wnt to the animals AGAIN. she loves it down there but it was peaceful and quiet and i got to spend tim with my little cousin so i guess it was worth it :) We then hid eggs again with the plastic eggs :) and once again her little face lit up again when she fount the eggs. after that we watched Dragon tales, and The perfect murder; i know its not really a Easter movie but it was good Emily wanted to watch it so we did. She liked it to i think. Then i left at 1:45 pm. Then dropped my brother off at my Daddys Had a ball there I took Sam to see the *Horsees* but they werent out :(
but he seen a cat and was fine with that. Check my photos blog i'll be postin some pics there :)

Hope yal had a wonderful Easter :)

aiyana is here

AIYANA MICHELLE
MARCH 30, 2010
6 LBS 10 OZ :)

she is beautiful

my sister amber holdin my niece

yup im a proud aunt

i couldnt take my eyes off of her she is beautiful

My Neice Aiyana!!!

So one of my first blogs i posted was about my nieces: Addison and Aiyana. Well Aiyaya was due on Saturday on the 2oth of March. And she still isnt here yet. SHE NEEDS TO HURRY UP. But she will arrive when God says Aiyana let it begin lol. But I can't wait until my little niece gets here. She's gonna be so cute :) Her name is goin to be Aiyana Michelle. She is gonna be spoiled rotten to :] If you look over to the left you will see her ultrasound at about 21 weeks. She was so active during her ultrasound according to her mommy aka my sister Kayla. And above the ultrasound is a collage i made for her which is a picture of kayla pregnant at about 23 weeks then aiyanas ultrasound picture then the 3rd pic is of Kayla pregnant with Aiyana sitting down at her babyshower at about 35 weeks. I am so proud of Kayla. She's been thru so much but she still has the time to take care of her self and she's still with the babys father and worked right up to her duedate. Friday was her last day until after the babys born and the rest of her maternity leave is up. Aiyanas momma is Cherokee Indian and White, and her Daddy is Black, Cherokee Indian, and White. So her competion should be and will be SOOO Pretty. Aiyana isnt even here yet and i havent held her for the first time but i already care for her SOOOO MUCHO :)

Footprints in the Sand

First and foremost God is Awesome. He is there for me when i need him and he is there when nobody wants to listen. He is always there. Which brings me back to my favorite story about goin thru our troubles::

Footpints in the Sand:

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking
Along the beach with the Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene,
He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
He looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
There was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened
At the very lowest and saddest times in his life.


This really bothered him
And he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow You,
You'd walk with me all the way.

But I have noticed that
During the most troublesome times in my life,
There is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed
You most you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
When you see only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."

Danny and Megans Wedding.

On feb 27, 2010 my cousin Danny got married to his Heaven sent fiance Megan. They had their wedding at 3 oclock in the evening. Megan looked absolutely beautiful.They had a wonderful wedding and it was so adourable. Their cake looked amazing.

Everything was perfect from the lighting where they exchanged vows and everything. They just had a beautful wedding :)

strange...

SO yesterday was goin kinda bad but then i got a text from a guy i youst to talk to, its like my whole day turned completely around. It was the first time i've talken to him in about a year and 2 months. Its kinda strange. Yes i fell in love with him but that was also strange because i've never seen him in person. just talked on the phone and texted each other. I met him over mocospace.com he's very sweet and he's in college and lives on a farm with his grandma.
Its strange how someone can make you feel with out even seein them in person. but anyways. I thought it was strange after gettin his text how my WHOLE day changed. My brothers were even being good for a change. But like i said before... God knows when you are goin thru a rough patch and he knows that you will make it through, even if he gives you a boost now and then ♥. But thats on my mind right now and figured i'd share it :)☺

ONE OF THE WORSEST DAY EVER SO FAR.

Life is getting really stressful for me. I think its my schedule it NEVER changes and i need a change or somethin added to it or atleast some help. Today i just started crying for no reason. Life is gettin to hard for me to handle but i know i will overcome this rocky path in my life. I know it will get better.

I have a God that is there for me and i can come to him anytime i want to and talk to him anythime i feel like it. I have grandmas that are ALWAYS there for me. I have my wonderful amazing Church members that cares for me and prays for me on a daily basics.

I dont know, today was just hard. I feel ike i need a big long break from life, my brothers, and atleast just get out of the house for a week or two.

And its not just my schedule thats stressing me out its my MATH and ENGLISH classes. I am makin a VERY low grade in math and my english teacher gave us a paper assisnment and she gave us very little directions on how to do the paper. How am i suppost to write a paper without how she wants it?? anyways heres my schedule.

1. 6am: wake up to get ready for class
2. 7am: leave for school
3. 8am: math 101 starts
4. 9:30 am: Col 101 starts.
5. 11:00am: English 101 starts
6. 12:15pm come home feed my brother Sam and put him to bed.
7. 2:40pm Momma leaves. Watching the boys begin.
8. 3-4pm: Lou's EIP comes by to work with Lou.
9. 4:25pm: Nick comes home. Drama starts
10. 5pm: start cookin supper for the brothers.
11. 6pm: feed the boys normally dinner is fixed.
12. 7Pm: give boys a bath.
13. 7:30pm: puttin the boys down for the night
14. 8pm: still fighting them down.
15. 9: boys normally asleep time to clean up before momma gets home.
16. 11pm: Study, cram, homework, whatever needs to be done for school.

So you see my schedule is crammed full!!! I need a BREAK!!!