missing someone.

Ever feel like just one glimpse of someone could make your day feel just a little bit brighter then what it does at that moment. Just one hug or one kiss would make it a million times better. Or hey even just a snap or a text saying ‘Hey’ would literally turn your whole day around? Well thats what i’m feeling at this moment. Just one text. just something to let me know that he’s thinking about me would make my day a whole lot brighter and have me smiling ear to ear. That is what i want and what i need right now. I just miss him so much.

And ya know it sucks because before i was happy with just me. I was happy being the single woman who never dated, the girl who never wished to date. Yeah i had crushes but never did i once feel like i needed that hug or that text from a certain someone. This sucks!

life update!

ok. So ALOT has happened within the last 11 months and when i say alot i mean alot.
ok so here it goes!

1. my momma started dating a guy named mike.
   don't get me wrong hes a great guy but its still just a little weird but its getting better.
2. i started talking to a guy last june.
   but on the down fall, we broke it off for a while almost 2 weeks ago.... thats another story. 
3. we moved!
   yup we moved into a house with my mothers boyfriend. 
4. last may my uncle got into a motorcycle accident.
   left him disabled and hospital bed bound.
5. on march 5th he passed away...
   and i miss him OH SO MUCH! I want my Uncle Robert back sooo bad!!

So with number one. 

Last June my momma went to a concert with a coworker from work, Journey to be exact. And they started talking early May but didnt let us know until 3 days before the concert.

Number two: On June 13th i got a facebook message asking me if i wanted to hangout with a guy that i had a crush on back in high school. He came over to the house a few times i went to his, went out to see the fourth of July fireworks and everything. Every thing was a dream come true. But things went sour with a certain something thats going on at the moment. And i'm hoping we will be able to get back on track because well, i can't get him out of my head. and i can't wait to post about it. He's such an amazing guy and man, i fell fast! 

Number three: Back in August (They moved pretty dang fast) they started looking for a place to move into. They looked for 5 months before they found the one they liked. Its in a safe neighborhood and the boys (my brothers) actually have kids to play with now. Its been such a great time living here. And on Feb 25th we moved in. its actually been a great 3 months in the new place.

Number 4&5: May 7th 2016 i was at work and got a phone call. My uncle has been in a motorcycle accident and my momma was going to the hospital said i could stay at work or go to the hospital, well i chosed the hospital, i had to know he was going to be ok. he fought for almost 9 months and he was doing so good. a week before he passed he actually was wanting to get up and learn how to walk again. But he wasnt meant to lay in a hospital bed for the rest of his life. He was always on the go always doing something with his wonderful kids, he wasnt happy and he deff wasnt the Robert that i grew up to know and love when i was a child. I know hes happy now walking on them streets of gold and smiling down on his family. 

So thats my life update. hopefully next time it won't be that long.