i HATE this feeling im having today!

So yesterday i went with my momma to get a barrel from my daddys job and i got to finally see him. It made me SOOOO happy to see him for a few minutes. but today its like i have this feeling that i hate everything. and i cant stand it. i wish momma could just see it but she can't. Its always "Your still sitting on that couch". And well i cant stand it. i wish she could see the hurt im feeling because i want my daddy back SOOO bad.

but today i did fold the loads of laundry that was sitting in the living room and i did make my brother some Tea and i got the boys to take a bath today and rolled the rest of her filters for her ciggerates so she doesn't have to buy a pack tonight. so i guess i did some 'progress' later on tonight but im hurting real bad on the inside.

And to tell the truth i get like this everytime i talk to him on the phone and right after i see him. I love seeing and spending time with my Daddy because i miss him so much. but i HATE feeling like this about the world/life. i just want the feeling to end.

march 25th 2014

So guess what happened on march 25th this year?!??!?! My doggie had PUPPIES ! They are so stinking cute. Me and Lou woke up at 4:30 that morning and there was a puppy laying beside of me and lou. And im taking it that since this is Mollys first litter she really didnt know what it was. But i cut the cord and cleaned him up just a little bit and introduced him to Molly. She licked his face and got all the stuff off the puppy and as soon as it whined its like her maternal instincts came thru. It was INCREDIABLE. Heres some pictures of the puppies so far. They are now 2 weeks and 3 days old :)

Special Olympics 2014!

So today i went to the Special Olympics with my Little brother and his class and my mother. And well lets just say they had a COMPLETE BALL ! He got first place in softball throwing and 5th place in 50 meters dash/run. Heres some pictures to show the awesomeness they had :)