Monday, January 23, 2012

Hydrocephalus ADHD and possible Bipolar OH MY

Well Lou has shown out AGAIN today but its like 100% worse. Im starting to think once again that he is showing potential signs of Bipolar. I'll set the scene for you:
Me momma and Lou were in the kitchen sitting around the computer and Sam was in the living room playing with his train table that Santa has brought him. Momma was on the computer playing Hidden Chronicals on facebook and i was helping her find the objects. Out of nowhere Lou comes up to hit me. I asked him to stop he stops then he repeadetly does it again so i did what ever other older sibling/parent does. I get up and i pop him to show him that gettin popped/smacked doesnt feel to good. He hits me back again repeadetly and he slaps me in the face. By this time it gets mommas attention finally. Lou says im gonna kick you to me. Well momma says go ahead and kick and lou goes im not talking about you. Momma goes and im talking about me go ahead and kick her as hard as you can. Well lou gets mad and storms off and cools down. And here he goes comes in to the kitchen and smacks me again.

Point of my story is I NEED HELP! My stress level is way to high. My little brother JUST TURNT 6 and he is litterally out of control. How am i suppost to be happy if i ever get married and get pregnant if i cant even control him. And on top of that i get compliments on how "good" im doing with my brothers. I THINK NOT. They dont see the trouble and bull monkey that i go thru. So question if you were in my shoes what would you do. Cause showing him how it feels isnt helping. giving him the attention that he wants DOESNT help and most unfortunally Im at my last nerve. I really dont know how much i can take. HELP

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