10 more days til My niece Arrives.

So i have exactley 10 days until Miss Aaliyah Nicole arrives :) Im so excited. SO ready to meet my niece :)

Making Ornaments with the brothers.

2 cups of flour. 
1 cup of salt. 
4 tbsp of oil.
1/2 cup of water (you have to play with it.)

Mix first 3 ingrediants. add water until desired texture. then roll out the dough and make your ornaments  Air dry or bake at 250 degrees for 1 hour. * im letting my air dry over night. 
You can paint them after they are dried and hardened. just use i think acrylic Art paint i believe it is. And if you want it to smell like anything just use your seasonings you want.

Feed the alligators.

An elderly man in Louisiana had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back. It was properly shaped for swimming, so he fixed it up nice with picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees.One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five-gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer, he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, 'we're not coming out until you leave!' The old man frowned, 'I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked.' Holding the bucket up he said, 

'I'm here to feed the alligator...'

Some old men can still think fast.

WORK♥

So i have been a employee at Kmart for exactley 8 days :) Thats right.. I have been working for over a week now♥ so excited! Yes its only Kmart but hey its a job correct?! and in that week i have had the most aggravating customers lol. Well rude anyways. I have had a total void because one of them didnt want to give me their phone number and have had one of my old crushes to come thru my line and had to ring them up. Talkin about awkward, didnt no what to say to him or anything. But hey maybe i get to see him again :l Kinda brought feelings that i didnt know i still had for him but hey. That is plenty enough aabout that. 

But work is awesome:) My feet are fine until one hour before its time to leave so HOPEFULLY they'll get thru it all by the end of this week......

But that is how my first work week went so far :) Keep tuned:)

Reliving parts of life.

For the past year now every time i lay down or just try to relax its like i 'relive' the most dramatic parts of my life. I can hear everything that was said, and can see everything so clearly and the exact same emotions comes rushing back to me.
Told momma that i think i may have STPD but thats for people who has seen life threatening events (ex. a murder, robbery etc) So i know thats not it.
I just wish one night i can get to bed at a decent hour and not stay up to 2,3,4 oclock in the morning every single night. and one night i can be stress, emotional free from all the memories from 2007 and beyond.

oh baby baby baby

from the title of the blog you might can go with one or a million things of what this is about. but its about babies!

I am 24 years old, single, and i want my own family. Yes i want my own family. I see piratically atleast once a month on my facebook that someone is expecting a child, someone is getting married, someone just got engaged. and i cant help but think "When is it my turn" and "why not me." It got a little bit easier until about July at the end of the month and my Aunt was at the end of her pregnancy. And it just sunk in, shes going to have a baby, her 2nd baby at that.
And when she was in labor having my cousin i wanted to be the one on the bed giving birth to a innocent little baby, i was so cranky that day because of it. Everytime i see a baby it makes me want to be one I dont know what it is. I have raised 2 kids (my brothers) and even thou i have seen a child be born and seen the pain and know how miserable pregnancy can be i still want to become a mother. Now i know that it wont happen until God sees its My time to become a Wife and a mother i know its got to be in his time. but i dont know why i want to become a wife and mother so bad. My marnally side is really getin the best of me.