For the past year now every time i lay down or just try to relax its like i 'relive' the most dramatic parts of my life. I can hear everything that was said, and can see everything so clearly and the exact same emotions comes rushing back to me.
Told momma that i think i may have STPD but thats for people who has seen life threatening events (ex. a murder, robbery etc) So i know thats not it.
I just wish one night i can get to bed at a decent hour and not stay up to 2,3,4 oclock in the morning every single night. and one night i can be stress, emotional free from all the memories from 2007 and beyond.
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